I'm tired !
I'm tired ,
tired of everything that happen !
When everything come so fast ?
First is RELATIONSHIP ,
second FRIENDSHIP ,
third STUDIES !
Why everything come together ?
I'm tired really really very tired of everything !!!
To her :
I'm not pushing all the blame to you !
I did talk to you but did you even care to talk back ?
Firday i went to school ,
i am sorry i didn't heard you call me !
and when i in school i went to find you all did you even borther to talk to me ?
No you walk with them ,
i walk away did you even bother to call me go back ?
No you didn't !
Then wat this ?
When you with krystal did you even really care about us ?
When you with her , aiman , jennifer you are more happier then being wiith us you know ?
We can see though !
Is not we wanna treat you like this but when you not happen you will vent anger on us like sometime i use too but did you think it over limit ?
I didn't do anything and is my fault ?
Do i really diserved this ?
Do i really deserved this ?
I am tired ,
i am really tired .
So do you !
Some time i know you are jealous how i treat jiali and you i am SORRY ! SERIOUSLY I AM SORRY OF EVERYTHING !
I CAN SAY I CAN DON DESERVED ANY FRIEND AT ALL !
I AM TIRED LIKE YOU TOO !
To her (You know who you are after reading it ! But i don think you will read my blog de ) :
To YOU !
Girl,
make sure you don play his feeling i tell you !
Take care of him and don let him and yourself get hurt !
Make sure you love him with your heart and soul !
He have fallen for you so pls really love him back ,
and don hurt him .
I don care wat you wanna tell others about me !
I don care anything ,
I don care myself !
I just care that your feeling to him !
Please treat him well as how he treat you !
I give you all my bless ! LASTLONG !
To him :
Lastlong !
I shouldn't think of you anymore,
cause you are other's people already !
I shouldn't keep you in my mind ,
and i shouldn't cry for you anymore!
Tears dropping down one by one and is countless ,
cause i don even know how many time i cried for you already ,
i have lost count to this !!!
Do you know my feeling ?
My feeling is just like a thousand of knives is rushing though my heart ?
Poking into my heart and it hurtful and pain !
I know i shouldn't be like this but i can't control myself ,
as though people said before relationship is selfish ,
if you want this person take out your ability to snatch it !
I didn't i choose to let go cause you already fallen in love with her !
I choose to let go cause when you love this particular person you want this person to be happy and you will also happy right ?
So i choose to let go and give you both all my bless and lastly LASTLONG !
To studies :
I think i lack behind a lot so i think is time for me to back up already ,
studies i will pull you all up one ,
like science , math and amath i will remain as A1 not gonna drop it !
English try to remain as B3 for the time being !
Chinese try to push up to B3 !
Humanities try to get a just pass GRADES !
I will do it one JIAYOU TYANHUEY GO GO GO !
To Friends out there :
People from monday onward to Thursday and Sunday ,
don call me out okay ?
Be mia-ing for all this day until end of mid-year ,
i need to buck up my studies any appointment will be rejected on those day,
accept for Friday and Saturday !
Okay, thanks ^_^ !
Labels: I'm really tired .
Friday, April 16, 2010 at Friday, April 16, 2010
Hello !
Now in school,
so boring nothing to do.
Saw girl bullying one poor guy!
Thought that boy is good and guai but I was wrong!
He just so ... wat kind of friend is he?
Speechless to him !!!!
okay lar nothing to post Le bye ^_^
And HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GUI QING ^_^
Will upload pic when I am home.
To him:
Lastlong,
I am sad in the end I also have to let go!
All the best b@ ,
Give me sometime,
I MISS YOU!
I LOVE YOU!
I WANT YOUR HUG!
EVEN THOUGH I AM SAD I ALSO CAN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL !
I just can't @nd don understand everything!
It really time for me to let go now!
Lastlong all the best in everything!!!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 at Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Letting things go !
Letting things go that i should not be holding on ,
I am letting things go this is wat you want from the start am I right ?
I am letting it go !
I am giving it up !
I think you should be hating me right ?
I think you should be ignoring me right ?
I am sorry that i cause you alot of trouble in the previous things ,
i just wish that it can be a try !
But now i just wish everything is a dream ,
when i woke up everything has end !
And nothing gonna make me think back anymore !
Maybe you are right from the start ,
we are just not suitable for each other ,
thinking about this so i planned to let go ,
but i still need you by my side SUPPORTING me ,
and i still need your HUG too !
I am scared when i let go everything i will become very weak !
I don wish you to ignore me ,
but if you wish to then i have nothing to say anymore !
To AHEM and AHEM ,
I don know when are you both are going to stop ignoring each other ,
I don know when are you both going to be talking to each other ,
I really hating being the middle person of both of it ,
it's it's hard being the third person ,
and i hate it alot !!!
Hais , can cause of me think about it thanks !
I will never make anything happen to our friendship i SWER ! Labels: Letting everything go .
Monday, April 12, 2010 at Monday, April 12, 2010
I'm officially 15 ^_^ !
Enjoyed myself to alot ^_^
thanks for making my day !
just a few step onli and you are mine !!!
Hais , sad sad sad !!
but never mind over all still fun ^_^
Thanks all this people for wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
SHIHUI ,
HILSANN ,
AZMEER ,
JIALI
ERICA ,
PEIYI ,
JINGYI ,
JERIN ,
WEILIN ,
SHERMAINE ,
ADELINE ,
JUZAIDAH ,
AFIQAH ,
SHANE ,
KANGWEI ,
PARIVEEN ,
PINGHUA ,
HANYI ,
REGINA'CUTEGF ,
GUIQING ,
JINGWEN ,
CORNELIA ,
LITING ,
SHERLIN ,
KRYSTAL ,
WANYI ,
CHERLYN ,
GRACE ,
JIAHUI ,
XINYING ,
NGOI ,
HUIZHEN ,
AMELIA ,
CLEMENT ,
KIMLIANG ,
EUGENE ,
REGINA'PSS,
STANLEY.KOH,
PINGYING ,
TIONG ,
MELVIN ,
GERALDINE ,
HARRY ,
JASTINE ,
CHINHOCK ,
JANELLE ,
KEITH ,
HAZIQ (think got ba ! )
MABEL ,
SAMUEL'FACEBOOKFRIEND,
SEOKKEE,
SHILI.POH,
BRANDON'KOR,
BRANDON'DISIAOBOIBOI,
MARCUS.TEE ,
GRACE.THAM ,
JIAWEI,
WELSHIA ,
JENNA,
VIVIAN.LSY,
CEDRIC.LEE ,
JEREMIAH ,
MIRROR.CHEW(facebookfriend)
CLEMENT.NG ,
BENNY,
SAVONNE.SIM ,
AUDREY ,
DAYINI,
TECKHWEE ,
CLARICE.CHUA ,
JINGJIE ,
JODY ,
ANGELYN ,
JOLENE ,
DONAVEN ,
FELICIA ,
JIAQI ,
SHAHYRAH'RIDZUAN,
YUANMENG ,
JINYUAN.TAN ,
SHIYUN ,
PRISCILLA.LONG ,
LIHUAN ,
SITI ,
KARINE ,
XUEYING ,
ALICIA ,
TINGYONG ,
ZICHAO ,
DIEM.HANG,
MRLEONG.,
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SHUHUA ,
LEEXIN ,
SHIYI ,
MINGGUANG ,
KASTHURI ,
CHESTON,
EUGENE ,
JASON,
JASMINE(compass) ,
RUIWEN ,
WEILING ,
ZHIHUI ,
ALINA ,
BETTY,
SHILI ,
FREDERICK ,
FIONA,
CARRIS,
HANNAH,
SHARMAINE,
MISS LUI ,
ONE UNKNOWN GIRL ,
THREE UNKNOWN GUYS !
FORGET THEIR NAME!
SOMEHOW I ONLI CAN THANKS OF THIS , IF I MISS OUT SORRY ARRRR !!!
Labels: THANKS YOU ALL FOR THE WISH
Friday, April 9, 2010 at Friday, April 09, 2010
Tears droped
Today mood not so good ,
something happen cried ,
today I am super tired you know !!!
hais , I don wish anything to happen man !!!
Monday is my birthday already 12 april ,
I don wish this to be my birthday present !
saying until this chinhock kor kor is the first to give me my birthday present and a treat to sake sushi hahah ^_^ thanks kor kor LOVED .
Thanks someone for making my day better ^_^
Thanks for the hug that make me feel better from my stomach pain ,
but overall still pain and you cure some of the pain !
Sorry didn't really talk to you lots cause i am really tired ,
I don know wat really happen to me today !
Once again thanks for your hug to core ! LOVED !
If you know who don say out ^_^
The person is for me to know for you to find out hahahahaha ^_^
If you know just don say keep it to yourself !
I wondering how many people will wish me happy birthday ?
I wonder will it a unforgettable memories ?
haha i am look forward to the things that they plan ^_^
I feel much more better from everything ,
my birthday wishes is to buck up my english and chinese .
Wish that nothing going to happen in our friendship even though now got some miss understanding ,
and wish i do well in my geog test on monday ^_^ ,
and wish all those people whoes birthday is the same with me a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
My birthday wish there lot lot lot more !Labels: I love you until you can't count anything