Wishes

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♥MP3
♥I wish that there is no more fight between everyone :D
♥I wish that i can play BBALL with the person i like xD(IMPOSSIBLE)
♥I wish he can accept me(IMPOSSIBLE)
♥I want to find a person that really like me and i can trust

Monday, June 30, 2008 at Monday, June 30, 2008

HAI T0DAY KANA C0UGHT BY P0LICE AGAIN...AND TI0 TAI JI SIAN WE NEVER D0 ANYTHING JUST SITTING THERE LISTEN T0 S0NG 0NLI THAN TW0 B0T AND 0NE GIRL LIKE WALK TOWARD HERE CALL US T0 MAKE IT S0FTER AND WE MAKE IT S0FTER UNTIL WE STILL CAN HEAR LAR THAN THEY LIKE BUEY S0NG LIKE THIS THAN MAKE MY GAN K0R FRIEND M0UTH IT PAIN...THAN THEY LIKE N0THING T0 D0 LIKE THIS THAN 0NE B0Y LIKE WANTED T0 TI0 US LIKE THIS WA FEEL LIKE BITTING HIM UP SIA BUT I NEVER...THAN I TALK BACK WE SAY WE HERE N0T T0 FIND THING T0 D0 0NE 0K 0NLI SLACKING HERE 0NLI THAN MY FRIEND CALL US D0N'T TALK THAN I D0N'T TALK L0R WA THAN THEY LIKE VERI WAT LIKE THIS SIA...AFTER THAT MY K0R AND HIS FRIEND G0 H0ME THAN WE SLACK THERE THAN N0T L0NG P0LICE CAME WA SIAN SIA AND KANA C0UGHT AGAIN THE SECOND TIME HAI THAN AFTER THAT WENT WITH FRIEND

T0 C0MPASS THERE AND SHE WENT H0ME THAN ME AND GK BUY 0NE CLOTH IT L00K NICE SHE BROGHT 10 AND I BR0UGHT F0R 5 HAHA THE PATTERN IS LIKE A LITTLE SAME ONLI THAN SHE USE UNTIL 10 D0LLAR T0 BUY THE SHIRT S0 EX
THAN AFTER THAT WE WENT TO FUTURE PARK AND I WAS AT THE BASKETBALL THERE AND I SMS TELL BETTY THAT WE BREAK UP 0UR FRIENDSHIP BA AND S0RRY F0R THE TR0UNBLE THAT I MAKE F0R Y0U ALL...I AM BETTY FRIENDSHIP BREAK 0N 30 JUNE 2008 AROUND 8.35 LIKE THAT

WE ARE NOW STRANGE T0 EACH 0THER BUT REMEMBER THAT ANYTHING HAPPEN JUST CALL ME UP I WILL STILL BE THERE F0R Y0U 0NE IF 0UR FRIENDSHIP BREAK
BYE BYE WRITE UNTIL HERE GTG

Sunday, June 29, 2008 at Sunday, June 29, 2008

TO NELSON:
NELSON IF YOU REALLY GOT A STEAD WISH
YOU LAST LONG LONG WITH YOUR STEAD.
LAST LONG LONG OK AND MUST BE HAPPY EVERYDAY OK
BE HAPPY :)AND NOT SAD:( BE HAPPY HAPPY :):):)
AND WISH YOU GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR BASKET-BALL
MATCH GOOD LUCK....

at Sunday, June 29, 2008

`` || THE LOVE I WANT IS || ``
`` || THE LOVE I CANT HAVE ]: || ``

who will be there for me whenever i needs th most ?

i am feeling damn broke down ,

i am afraid i am gonna fall at anytime .

♥ are we meant to be strangers? ♥

i`m just an Ordinary girl.
whO yearn tO have a good,
and a sweets boyfriend can i ?

✖ sOme times it is better tO be nOt in lOve with guy
peOple will change.
the wOrld will alsO change.
Things will never be the same anymOres.

Saturday, June 28, 2008 at Saturday, June 28, 2008

I WILL TRY MY BEST TO FORGET YOU ONE
BUT I NEED SOME TIME FOR ME TO FORGET
YOU.....I NEED SOME TIME...GIVE ME SOME TIME

at Saturday, June 28, 2008

I wrote ur name in the sky,
But the wind blew it away,
I wrote ur name in the sand,
But the waves washed them away,
I wrote ur name in my heart,
&& forever it will stay.

我知道就算爱你,

♥

也不会得到你的爱,

♥

尝试过放弃你但我做不到

at Saturday, June 28, 2008

MY HEART IS REALLY REALLY PAIN NOW...AS I KNOW THAT YOU GOT STEAD AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HER PERSONAL THING AND STEAD WITH HER...YOU DON'T KNOW HER NAME,HER SCHOOL AND HER FAVORITE THING DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER,YOU WANT TO STEAD WITH HER SO I AM THINKING THAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT ME TO GIVE UP ON YOU THAN YOU SAY YOU GOT STEAD OR WAT...I ASK YOU,YOU SAY NO JUST START ONLI CALL HER GIRL....
YOU DON'T KNOW HER ANYTHING YOU STEAD WITH HER......AND FROM THAT DAY YOU TELL ME THAT YOU GOT STEAD YOU DON'T KNOW HER ANYTHING THAN...FROM THAT DAY WHEN EVER UNTIL NOW I SLEEP I KEEP DREAMING THAT YOU AND HER...I AM THINKING OF THAT WHEN EVER I SLEEP AND DREAMING OF ALL THIS THING...
I AM ALSO THINKING WHY I CAN'T BE THE GIRL THAT IS BESIDE YOU FOREVER AND THAT GIRL CAN...IS IT SHE IS PRETTY AND I AM NOT IS IT THAT SO....
AND MY HEART IS REALLY REALLY PAIN WHEN EVER I DREAMING OF THIS,SOMETIME ALSO CRY WHEN I WAS IN SL

EEP WHEN DREAMING THAT....WHY CAN'T I BE THE GIRL THAT IS FOREVER BESIDE YOU....
OK WHEN I AM TYPE THIS THING I DON'T KNOW WAT MY FEELING AND ALMOST CRY OUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT MY FEELING NOW.NOW A DAY...
I ONLI KNOW THAT MY HEART IS PAIN BUT I IN SCHOOL I ACT LIKE I VERY STRONG NOTHING HAS HAPPEN...SO NO
ONE KNOW THAT I AM SAD OR WAT....

AND THE MOST PAINFUL
THING IS SEEING THE ONE
YOU LOVE,LOVE SOME ONE
ELSE

Friday, June 27, 2008 at Friday, June 27, 2008

THIS IS HOW MY HEART LOOK LIKE NOW AND IT SOON GOING TO CREAK INTO HALF

i would wish that you can try with me
for a few day and wish you could also give
me a chance to be with you....

wa sian i am getting more sick and more sick
sia my throat is getting pain now and keep coughing
sia and make until my head so pain sia wa sian why
everything getting bad and no good thing happen one
hai

at Friday, June 27, 2008

NOTHING IS FOREVER IN THIS WORLD,ONLI THAT YOU KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT THAN IS FOREVER....

YA LOVE YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU :):):):):):):):):):):):)

I WILL NEVER EVER LET YOU GO ONE

YA SPARE ME THE LAST THREE WORD I LOVE YOU

i am Sorry , ii can't be the girl you wan
but ii can tell you mine love to you is true♥♥♥
iloveyous !~(nelson)

I NEED A WONDERFUL WORLD
I WILL WAIT FOR YOU
ONE NO MATTER WAT :)

Love is a feeling that lives deep inside .
Its starts out small and grows in size .
It makes you smile, it makes you cry .
Sometimes love can be a lie .
But most of all, if love is true, It lives on forever, Inside of you.

Another girl is by your side
I hope she treats you right.
I wish I was the one
To lay in your arms at night.
Well i now can't say anything
Now what else can I do.

(我想做你的爱人

♥

永运

♥

一辈子

♥

我爱你

♥

我爱你)

(我相信我再也找不到我那末爱的人了

♥

不要再让我等下去了可以吗？？？

♥

一等在等你就是我等的那个人♥

♥

你董吗？？？)

YOU ARE THE ONE I LOVE
NELSON LIM , ILU , IMU

WAITING FOR YOU
MUACKS I LOVE YOU
NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART♥♥♥
SIMPLY JUST LOVE YOU

170208 THAT WHEN YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU
NELSON LIM I LOVE YOU
WHOLEHEARTLY, I WILL WAIT FOR YOU
NO MATTER WAT
3 WORDS, 8 LETTERS, 1 MEANINGS, I LOVE YOU!

at Friday, June 27, 2008

i now know that it not easy to forget someone
and is not easy to accept that he got stead liao
i now know everything is not easy.....
it not easy to forget someone too and is not easy
to accept he got stead in other school
it also not easy to forget him in my heart...
it just can't forget and it a pain to me and hurt to
my heart too it not easy to accept all those thing
that i waited for so long and it just a few word i got
stead liao in other school give up on me ba it just onli
this few word and it hurt a lot and not just a little is a
lot a lot like around million of knife going thought my heart this pain....it just onli a little word and it can hurt
until like this you know a not
it really really really pain that onli you are waiting for someone and someone don't like
you and got another girl that he like or he break up with you that onli the time you know
what the pain is like that my feeling if you don't feel anything it mean that you never turely
like before anyone and you just stead with her for fun but if the girl or boy really like you he/she
the feeling will be like me now

at Friday, June 27, 2008

Hai i today don't want to see you one and you appear in front of me again hai
i today after school from school start until school end never see you but when i
put down my back my friend tell me you there than i say so wat i put down my
bag than ran liao lea than i think i forgot to take my phone and my wallet so i ran
back to my bag there to take than when i leave up my head i saw you and i know that
you don't want me to see you but i did saw you than after that i go with my friend to spc
to buy thing than go car park talk here talk there than after that settle something liao lea
than we go back to spc and she treat me water that time my thoat was so pain that i really
need water so i drink the water first than pay money...after buying we wanted to walk back
to school that time i saw you again standing don't know waiting for wat with two friend there
and i just walk away is besslyn tell me you there one than i don't want to go back to school so,
me and her walk here walk there nth to do than i walk besslyn to a way than i walk back to school
and i saw some one you know who a not i saw yi bin and jessica and two boy don't know them they playing basketball there at the court when i walk back to school that time i was talk to my gan kor on phone haha....Dots
END HERE GTG BYE BYE

Thursday, June 26, 2008 at Thursday, June 26, 2008

HAI LET JUST LET ALL THIS THING GO AWAY
BUT I ONLI KNOW I CAN'T LET YOU AWAY ONE
THAT FOR SURE IF YOU WANT ME TO FORGET U
GIVE ME SOMETIME BA TO FORGET YOU IF U REALLY
ONE THIS THING TO HAPPEN...
BUT I KNOW I CAN'T I WILL JUST TRY TO DO IT AS I CAN...

at Thursday, June 26, 2008

WHY YOU JUST DON'T DARE TO COME INFRONT OF ME TO TELL ME THAT YOU GOT STEAD IN OTHER SCHOOL THAT IS NORTH VISTA SEC SEC1 NAME JOLYN IS IT LIKE THIS SPELL A NOT BUT IT SAY IT OUT IS THE SAME.....AND WANT ME TO GIVE UP ON YOU WHY JUST YOU COME INFRONT OF ME AND TELL ME LEA NEED YOUR FRIEND TO TELL ME...
LIKE THIS YOU KNOW THAT I DON'T KNOW IS IT TRUE OR BLUFF I DON'T KNOW BUT IF IT TRUE I WANT TO TELL YOU ONE THING IS THAT I DON'T CARE YOU HAVE STEAD A NOT I ONLI KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU IN MY HEART AND CAN'T GIVE UP ONE....

at Thursday, June 26, 2008

hi i am here to post
wa why i don't want this to happen it happen
on the first day of school something happen to me i don't want to say...
than i was veri sad than after that i am thinking that if he want to say something to me
say with in the time and don't after everything over than say you know wat when the thing settle liao lea
than he say just at they thing over lea than he say i don't want like this lor but it happen wat the
why like this one last time i want if everything sad sad together don't after this than that happen after that than this happen
ya still got one more thing to say to him no matter wat if now you got stead or wat i don't care i onli know that you are loved in my heart
you know i today your friend tell me that you got stead in other school and to forget you you know my heart how pain a not is like you using 100 needle to pock throght my heart like this you know ma hai who know my feeling now ???

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 at Wednesday, June 25, 2008

finally can blog liao lea the com finally can use liao lea so happy haha siao....
want to talk about wat ya i want to talk about school now
i don't like school now this manner i don't like cannot walk here walk there must
stay at one room like pri school like this haha...
don't know wat to say liao lea
BYE BYE

Sunday, June 22, 2008 at Sunday, June 22, 2008

ALL MY GAN IS HERE HA HA GOT GAN KOR GAN JIE GAN MEI HE HE

at Sunday, June 22, 2008

taken with the small little toy

taken with her too haha

taken with betty again

taken with betty too

at Sunday, June 22, 2008

HAI I TALK TO BOY AND GAN CALL HONG TA PO
LIKE EVERY GIRL NEVER TALK TO BOY LIKE THIS
MEAN THAT GIRL TALK TO BOY IS CALL HONGING
TA PO LAR IS IT LIKE THAT???
THAN WHY I TALK TO GAN OR TA PO THAT IS BOY THEY
SAY ME HONGING TA PO...
LIKE NEVER TALK TO BOY BEFORE THEY....
HAI WHY THEY THING LIKE THIS ONE TALK TO BOY OR GAN
MEAN HONGING TA PO

Saturday, June 21, 2008 at Saturday, June 21, 2008

HI
MAY I KNOW WHAT ALL THOSE SPAMMER WANT???
THEY WANT TO MAKE THE PEOPLE ANGRY ONLI THEY HAPPY
OR WAT???OR THEY WANT TO JUST SPAM FOR FUN ONLI JUST TO MAKE THE
PEOPLE BLOG FLOOD THAN THEY HAPPY???
IF NOT THAN WHY THERE IS SPAMMER SPAMMING PEOPLE BLOG FOR NOTHING...
SOMETIME TO JUST SAY PEOPLE WRONG OK BUT NEED TO USE UNTIL BAD WORD MA NO NEED RIGHT CAN JUST SAY IT OUT RIGHT HAI...JUST DON'T KNOW WHY THE SPAMMER SPAM PEOPLE BLOG AND LIKE TO WRITE ALL THIS BAD WORD IN PEOPLE TAGBORD INSIDE...
AND START TO HAVE SOME QUARREL IN BLOG THAN THEY FEEL VERI HAPPY THAT THIS PERSON IS ANGRY THEY FEEL VERI FUN AND GOOD TO MAKE PEOPLE BLOG...
HAI JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT IS ALL THE SPAMMER THINKING ABOUT TO MAKE PEOPLE BLOG HAI YO YO...

Friday, June 20, 2008 at Friday, June 20, 2008

IS SPAMMING SO FUN THAT A LOT PEOPLE LIKE TO SPAM OTHER PEOPLE
BLOG FOR NO REASON IS IT THAT FUN FOR PEOPLE TO SPAM OTHER
PEOPLE BLOG AND MAKE A FLOOD FOR NTH ALSO???
HAI DON'T KNOW NEXT WAT THEY WANT TO SAY HAI YO...
WHAT IS THIS GOING ON HAI...JUST DON'T KNOW WHY PEOPLE LIKE TO SPAM OTHER PEOPLE BLOG..IS IT CHILDISH OR WAT....DON'T KNOW

at Friday, June 20, 2008

WHY NOW A DAY SO MANY PEOPLE SPAMING OTHER
PEOPLE BLOG IS THAT SO FUN TO SPAM PEOPLE BLOG
DON'T KNOW WHY NOW A DAY SO MANY PEOPLE LIKE TO SPAM PEOPLE
BLOG DON'T KNOW WAT THE WANT TO DO SIA

at Friday, June 20, 2008

THX THEM FOR HELPING ME TALK BACK TO THE SPAMMER
from the starting the spammer spam my blog you have been helping me thx
you all veri much :):):)
and wish the spammer talk finish wat they want to say and will leave my blog and don't
come back again and spam again
wish all that will stop

i also don't know why people like to spam other people blog and make people angry so they will happy is it
hai yo why like this one all the spammer spam people blog

at Friday, June 20, 2008

HI
here to post again
wa school going to reopen soon
ad now a day i don't feel like so fast school reopen
i feel like still got more week and day for our holiday than school reopen
don't feel like school reopen and go to school now
but last time i was so wish that faster school reopen and now not the same already
so wish still got long long time to school reopen but it can't and it reopen on this monday
and need to go to school....sad sad sad

Thursday, June 19, 2008 at Thursday, June 19, 2008

Back to post again finally got time to post liao lea wednesday just come back from genting no time to post
when i was there so fun we play game until we have 2376 of ticket to change thing haha...
ya got one ma on the second day we went to outdoor play game with our neighbour they all it was so fun we sit all those kind than one of my neighblour xiao di cannot play and we can play sosad he cannot play after that we went back to otel and wait for my father and go eat our dinner and my neighbour find their mama after they found they call us to meet them at one restaurant near there one so we went there to have our dinner and went to arcate and play game until going 11 plus than we went back than that day is xiao di birthday we celebrate with him and eat tat as there is no cake there...after that we stay there and watch kongfu panda as i was playing psp my neighbour one after the show it was 2 something and we went back to hotel to sleep and my neighbour father go casino and play 2 point game and win a jackpot wa the jackpot was big one he win a star cruise and a member card TO ANY COUNTRY FREE 7 DAY EVERY ONE YEAR and the hotel eat also free all so good i also one...
than the next morning we check out at 12 and go first world to receive the jackpot prize we wait for so long at 3 finally ok liao le and we went homa and reach home about 12 ...
THE END OF MY STORY HAHA
BYE BYE

Monday, June 16, 2008 at Monday, June 16, 2008

i love you 我爱你 will you be my guardian angle 你会做我的守护天使吗？？？

我10在　受不了了，想你

想得很9了。你8自己

交给我吧！我决不会7

负你让你永运6在我身

ｂａｎ。5爱你爱到4决不3

心2意，我发誓只养你

1只猪！哈哈！

Sunday, June 15, 2008 at Sunday, June 15, 2008

ASKING WAT DOES IT MEAN
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection??
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
that mean
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
if you fall for some one too deeply at once
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
the result will be critical
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
if it's good then is very very good
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
if it's bad then it's really bad

at Sunday, June 15, 2008

OUR COVERSATION

tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
i ask you onr thing you very perious ma
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
huh ?
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i very precious mah?
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
ya you veri precious ma
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
duh!
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
your there write i am damn precious
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
yeap
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
so i ask you you precious ma
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
I'm damn precious
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
really ma
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
really
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
why you like this sAY
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
cause..
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
wat???
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
cause wat???
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
everyone is precious
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
life is precious
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
so to somebody
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
like my parent and friend
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i am damn precious
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
than me lea am i precious
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
???
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
it's up to you to think
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
oh
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
no people can determine weather you are precious a not
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
cause they might not mean what they say
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
so yah..
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
it's still up to you to decided
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
oh
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
than to you am i percious
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
to me
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
ya
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
everyone in my life is presiouc
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
oh
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
even my enermy
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
oh i see
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
to me sometime i will think like ending my life now and end all the sad thing
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
i got think like that before
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but now sometime still got
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but i can't do it also don;t know why
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
wa i type so long liao you still haven say one thing out

You have just sent a nudge.

tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
i want to sleep liao lea so tired but not now
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
haha,why do you want to end your life because of some setback? sad thing? how sad? you think you are the only one that is experiencing all this ? there a looooottttsss more sad people that REALLY worth symphaty. As a human,we should learn to be strong and not fall and end life because of some small setback,how can you face those who died really really sadly??? huh ?
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
later around 2
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but sometime just have this feeling
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
thats why...for me even the enermy is precious.
because without the enermy trying to hurt me and make my life miserable,I will not laren to be storng,like i am now
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
that means you are very weak minded
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
also don't know why and sometime very very sad and under my heart don't knwo who to tell and feel like hurting myself with out anyone knowing
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
and sometime thinking of him make me very confuse and hurting myself with a pen knife making my hand
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
then stop arguing and start to be strong
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
to let the pain out
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
...
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
of my heart
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
seriously
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
all i hurt myself is because of him
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
that make me sad and confuse and don't know wat to do
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
and sometime i hate myself
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
too
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i despise weak people hurting themselve because of something they can't get...like love?
instead shouldn't you try to be stronger and better so that you can win over his heart??
all this action cause nothing but drag you in to deeper sorrow... don't you feel a little ashame to do this? huh ?
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you think it's worth it?
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
just because you feel this way co-temporary
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
and so many people call me tofind a new one and why i like him this make me more confuse too and cry out
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but sometime i am really really confuse of all those thing and don't know wat to do
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
so manyy people keep asking some type of question that don't know wat to say
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
i don't know lar
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
then don't say
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
just do what you thnk is right?
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
if you're still conffuse
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
then you're too weak
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
then by the
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
be stronger
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
be strong
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
and look after yourself
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
ya i am weak but i look like strong
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
and no one know my feeliong btw
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
LOL
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
why do you want people to know your feeling?
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
so that they could syphatize you?
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but sometime i really need a helping ear to let me say out all my feeling and without he or her to tell any one
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but when ever i trying to forget something than there got something that make me remember of that thing
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
then that is when you learn who to trust and who not to...not just see anyone ask them be your friend then tell them
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
am i right?
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you learn
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
nothing is perfect
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you can only try to make it perfect
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
thats all
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
and i can't forget i hate it this way everytime forget this thing liao than it appear infront of me againm
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
ya i know so i alway don't know who to tell and put in under my heart so i plan to write it all in blog
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
and everytime i want to write something in my blog i alway forgot wat to write than when i don't want to write than i remember all those thing again
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
...so you think you don't want anyone to leak out your secret and betray you and yet you betray yourself by posting on blog?
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
if like this i don't know i think just write it out on blog
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
...
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you are contridicting your own word
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but if like this than are you willing to be the helping ear
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
yeap
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i can
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
I promise to be your helping ear..
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you can tell me by smsing me or what
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
but don't expect me to go out
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
cause O level is drawing near
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you understand me right?
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
will not one lar
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
=)
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
i will onli talk on phone or smsing onli
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
then in the meanwhile,I need you promise me something too
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
wat thing
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you will need to become stronger and look after yourself,not hurting yourself and depending other to lookafter you or show sign of pathetic symphathy to you...even if one day there is no one left by your side...
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you get me?
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
and i want this promise never to be broken
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
deal?
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
ok
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
deal
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
:)
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
:)
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
btw
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
=)
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
nth
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
wat you doing
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
nothing
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
=)
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
haha
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i dare to say i am strong
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
but i can be stronger
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i need to be stronger
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
oh why lea
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
cause a person can never be too powerful
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
so one must always upgrade himself make himself a much better person
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i'm strong cause i've been through damn lots of thing
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
oh
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
and i dare to say it's 100 time worse then your problem
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
but i never complaint
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
i just grew
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
andbecame like now
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
oh
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
but......
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
hai don't knwo wat to say lar
☠ Fatal Attraction Leads To Lethal Affection says:
you don't know what to say?
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
ya ya
tyan say:How would i wish you will be by myside with me :) says:
you say until i don't know wat to say

Saturday, June 14, 2008 at Saturday, June 14, 2008

today 14 may 2008
today went with frederick,betty,freddy,de de and me to bugis to do thier project that they need to do after that betty father came i was shock and betty was shock too and after talking betty father treat me to a lunch that cost we too 27 dollar is betty father treat us one ha ha...after not long eileen,mei qi and rei qi came and find us after that no long i go make my name...when we going liao than i make daryl name as his birthday is coming soon near the conner and i cannot find that i want to give him one so make for him one lor...after that we went home taking taxi back home after that we reach rivervalue plaza than we walk to future park and slack there than freddy came and eileen go pick him up at the LRT station there and came here after that i and betty was sitting at the conner frederick was angry as i also don't know why i go down and as frederick to come up as freddy call me to ask one than after that betty sis talking to him i heard that he was saying that betty go out alway jio me go one than wat blar blar blar..than after that betty sis and yew chong came up and say that why i alway go out with betty and betty and frederick need some sapace and i am a light bulb than wat at that time i was so sad and i cry out after that i using my hp typing something i need you by my side now and cool me down wish you are there this is wat i write in my phone and i think that is she the one who jio me out and if i don't want to go than she say i pansa her so i go i go and they say that they go where i go where is not my pro lor is she call me to go one lar anyone say other people...than after that 7.30 i went home and on the way feel like crying but i thinking that went i cry than my mother will know so i never and walk home...after reach home eating my KFC and here i am using
write until here need to go liao bye bye

Friday, June 13, 2008 at Friday, June 13, 2008

today now is 13 june 2008
hi i am back to post my as as this few day i never blog because i was in school camping4 days 3 nights....
the first day we will in our unit cca after for awhile we will ask to gather abd find our team member there is mix with scout,red cross and girl guide...in the first place we hiking of going home and not to come in the first place but after the first day over when by the...
Second day the second day was fun as we when to pula ubin we take a ferry go there as we reach there i come out of the ferry my head was so pain that i don't want to sit any more the ferry after that we walk and go to a place in front of the basketball court there and settle down to wait for everyone to present after awhile we went to washroom after we came out from the washroom i got bite by the mosquitoes and it was so itchy...after that we went back as everyone was there we went group by group to take our food when we are hungry we can eat as that is our lunch for the whole afternoon....
After that we started to walked and the first place was secret garden was to find out which five plant in the garden have sense of smell and 4 fruit that is plant in the garden .....than the second place to climb up to the check jawa we walk walk walk and our leg was so pain but one of the boy was slacking behind and we counted to walk and never care him after that awhile we call him to walk fast....finally we reach there and we still need to climb up the stair it was so high got 120 stair to climb and at that time our leg was so pain after taking our group photo we went down and we rest for awhile we go to house 1 and have our lunch there with some other group member...after eating finish we continues walking to complete our quest ...the third id to walk down and talk the pic with a cookie monster after that the fourth is to talk a pic with the head master of the house after take we walked to the police station to ask wat is their working time and we actually we forgot that the police station is 24 hours...he he .....after that we walk back to the starting point....we wait for all the group to come after that all the group come
we sit back the ferry to the place where we take the ferry after that i put my head down and sleep after that reach there liao i go up my head is not pain at all haha next time i know liao lea when i sit the ferry need to put my head down and close my eye like this my head will not get pain any more haha...after that we when to sit down and get ready...after that we go change our cloth and went up to the bus and went to our next place there is east coast park we go there and BBQ after a long time i was emoing sitting on the sand counting how many star is on the sky myself counting after that so boring i go take a stick and write something on the sand i write
i love you
i miss you so much
i thinking of you when ever i miss you
wish you will be by my side counting the star with me
after that it was time to eat our dinner that is BBQ after eating finish i go take another serving and one more onli the cutter fish than i notice that skyries and his bro was here too...after i eat finish everything go with my friend to wash room wash my hand than i go back to the sand and write thing again...and play sand
i write i love you
miss you
(nelson)
after that i go with my friend to wash room also to wash our hand after that we went back is time for us to gather around...
stil got one more haven say yet when they bbqing i was there look at them bbqing than i say something that i think make other people think wrongly i say this you want tissue to wipe your sweat a not later your sweat drop into the chicken...than they think wrongly hai yo but say the true i never like him before and anyone onli one boy that is (nelson)that i like onli onli him that i like he he....after doing finish all that we went back to school on the way back to school people were singing behind we on the way it rain than got one ic say that sorry that the behind people sing and it rain haha so funny...after that we take a shower than went to bed next morning
wake up and do thing they call us to do after that we went to the table tennis there they usually say one...we at there cook our food to eat haha after that at night it was camp fire the camp fire was ok ok after the camp fire we also went to bath and sleep after that around 4 something they call us up for a don't know wat the bring us to the room and it was dark we go find the candle than take the candles go find the ring wa it was so scarcely that the room have 4 ghost that the make i got scared but i act like i don't scared at all...after that we come out and the jun long go boo one sound than i was shock and but they don't know hai....then went to bed than the next day wake up pack everything and go down we play a lot of gain like using leg taking the pail up and playing scissor paper stone lose got splash by water wa so fun sia but that time is around time to go home liao after that we have lunch than we went back to the place the go and close the camp after that it time to go home and you know we all the first day all want to go home but now all don't feel like going home and wanted to stay there for more day and don't want to go home.....after that i and xinru go but we never go we saw zar than we walk there you know i saw who i saw nelson and was like don't know wat to say like this hai yo....after that the camp one ic call me go there help them take pic so i go there after taking all the pic than they call me to take the pic with the ic amirul so i stand there after one person shout 1 2 3 than they all go in than say you got no chance to take with him than i in my mind say i know already wat i also don't want to take with him sian

but i want to see one think but why they will say i like him did i do something that make me look like i like him but i don't like him no feeling toward him hai yo why they say that i like him

Saturday, June 7, 2008 at Saturday, June 07, 2008

today 6 june
when out with friend to pasir ris there walk walk i go meet krystal and than go with her to there tgt and we wait for xin ru at ice lemon tee there...after that we went to eat after eating we went to lan to play i talk to my gan kor there one ebuddy as that com no msn....after that me and krystal accompany xin ru back to white sand and me and krystal take bus 88 go home after that i did not go home i went to future park to find friend i saw mao qin there and his friend i also know some of them there....after that betty ask me want to go compass to find frederick and dejun there i say ok and i went with her to there after meeting them we stay there...not long elieen call and call us go there we didn't want to go than after some talk we walk there all the way there after reaching there about not long again Freddy came and frederick go hind with betty they hind themselves at blk 120c 17 floor there they ask me and betty bro to go buy mcdonale we go we run there so tired want to die liao lea...we went back there and go 17 floor find them at there after that we stay there eat with them than so funny frederick keep bitting betty bro lag until red after around 10 like this i went to mcdonale find them and give elieen her bag after giving i went home and it 10.25 like this liao so late lucky mother never scold haha ...
gtg to sleep liao good night
bye bye

Friday, June 6, 2008 at Friday, June 06, 2008

hiiii....here to post blog again
time past so fast and 14 more day school re-open liao so fast
i keep wishing that school to re-open fast and now i don't feel like so fast school re-open
like this i can see him i don't want....i dk why now a day like dk why don't feel like thinking of him
i am so confuse now a day and dk wat to do onli want to do all my homework well and finish my school work....♥♥♥

miss my friend so much that long time never go out tgt lea think school re-open must find time
to go out tgt and spend sometime again.....♥♥♥

sometime i think that should i still like him or should i forget him but how i think i still dk why
i can't forget him in my mind...♥♥♥but everytime i forget him already he alway appear infront of me and let me remember of him again and again that make me so stress and confuse...♥♥♥
sometime i just like want to put everything behind and don't think of it but i can't...♥♥♥
every single time i saw him make me like him and can forget him...♥♥♥
so no matter ihow i forget him when i saw him i will think of him in my mind...♥♥♥
sometime i can't forget him the reson everytime want to forget him already than i saw him and think of him again and agin...♥♥♥
that make me like him again and again....♥♥♥
can't forget him sometime it make me feel so confuse that alot people ask me why i still like him and don't want to find another one...♥♥♥he is good ma and not onli got him one person wat...♥♥♥that make me don't know wat to say out..♥♥♥and make me so stress out because of this thing...♥♥♥
SHOULD BE HEART BROKEN BUT NO HEART BROKEN PIC SO I PUT THIS HEART THERE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥BYE BYE♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thursday, June 5, 2008 at Thursday, June 05, 2008

hi....
This is my new num the 81648028 pls replace this with the old num
and sms tell me who you and i can save your num...i will know who are you.... pls replace this with the old one as my old num have lost liao
THANK YOU

Wednesday, June 4, 2008 at Wednesday, June 04, 2008

today 3 june
wat a bad luck day i got caught by police...cry cry wat a bad luck day i have...
the whole thing is like this i wake up around 1 something use com until 4 something going to 5..
i go find gk at her house down stair than we go rivervalue plaza eat than go future find my friend after that one by one go home left me,g.k,betty,betty sis,dejun,elieen,ruifa,maoqin,yew chong,c k and one more boy don't know the name we at there slacking....they all throwing paper all around burning thing and smoking around 10 something police came and say is the resident call them to come down one....and kana caught by police...and two of my friend was brought back to police station and one of my friend betty go out tone night and never go home for one day....got one boy got brought to police station and tomorrow is his mother birthday how will it go on like this...wat a bad luck day today CRY CRY CRY....tomorrow morning i going to find betty and her cousin until around 10 than come home tomorrow

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 at Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Hi here to post blog again
WA NOW A DAY LIKE AUDI LIKE HELL LIKE THIS.SO FUN TO PLAY SIA
BUT HOW I DO MY LISENCE IS FAIL ONE CRY CRY CRY WHO CAN HELP ME PLAY TO COMEPLETE MY AUDI LISENCE...♥♥♥
MISS HIM WHEN PLAYING AUDI TOO...♥♥♥

Monday, June 2, 2008 at Monday, June 02, 2008

I love you(nelson)missing you like hell as my phone have lost and cannot msg you:(:(:(:(:(thinking of you every single day when doing anything,i will think of you one you are alway in my heart you know a not???
LOVING YOU TO CORE alway in my heart...
i hate school holiday as i cannot see you...but you are in my heart and mind
wish school holiday faster over as i can see you in school
you know how much i miss you a not???
you know you have taken my half heart away a not,you know???
WISH YOU CAN SEE WAT I HAVE WRITTEN HERE AND KNOW MY FEELING???
WRITE UNTIL HERE I GTG BYE BYE

Sunday, June 1, 2008 at Sunday, June 01, 2008

Hi...
i am here to post blog for yesterday as yesterday no time to post the blog
hi.....yesterday around 7 something i went to future to find betty,betty sis,betty bro,betty cousin and de de...after i found them i saw them they were taking photo as betty sis sitting there emoing i also don't know why she emoing maybe thing of someone ba....i sit beside betty cousin and they were taking pic after awhile betty ask me want to take pic with her i say ok we take around 2to3 pic than we went to future park the basketball court there and we sit there they were taking photo again as betty cousin and betty bro were throwing shoe all around and got two shoe hit until me and it was so pain and one shoe hit betty head and her tear ran down her check...than de de ask her can a not she say ok than after that betty sis and betty cousin they started to throw tissue all around the place and it is wet....after no long ruifa came and we play it was so funny i laught until my stomach pain...he keep making betty sis and accidentaly they hold hand we at there keep making them and laughting...HAHA:):):):):):):):)ruifa say that betty sis got one name call ahdududu we at there laught laught laught...than i suddenly think of him and he appear in my mind again after that i went home and around 1 something betty call my house ask me to use com with her i cannot use ...sorry....is not i don't want to pei you play is i cannot play sorry....so i chat with her until 2.45 like this we also watching show and talk here talk there i saw the show until i cry and talk to betty....at that time i also having a fever and i 3 than go to sleep than next morning i 10 in the morning wake up....
than betty call me ask me can go future a not sorry once again i cannot go my mother don't let me go as i really want to go out with you as i go out with you all i really really happy going out with you all i have a lot of fun...i cannot go out is because my mother don't let me go out....as i realy want to go out find you all and play....I REALLY WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU ALL TO PLAY WITH YOU ALL BUT I CAN'T CRY CRY CRY....
i stay at home some time i will think of him in my mind....I LOVE YOU NELSON....thinking of you the whole day long...
gtg so i write until here bye bye see your next time i blog ♥♥♥bye bye♥♥♥