FOREVER , ETERNITY

Wishes

♥~~I wish to promoted to sec 2 next year - 2n4:D~~
♥~~Promoted to sec 3NA Next year - 3N1 xD~~
♥Promoted to sec 4NA Next year xD ♥Promoted to sec 5NA Next year xD
♥~~Good results (09)~~
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♥MP3
♥I wish that there is no more fight between everyone :D
♥I wish that i can play BBALL with the person i like xD(IMPOSSIBLE)
♥I wish he can accept me(IMPOSSIBLE)
♥I want to find a person that really like me and i can trust

Sunday, January 31, 2010 at Sunday, January 31, 2010

People .

Oi , stop pushing all the blame to me like i tell the fucking whole world like this ,
pls lar her own blog already write out alr right ,
is people go her blog see that post then people know one right ,
my blog never even fucking write about anything lar hor ,
stop all your nonsense say i spread lar ,
my post never even post about anything right ?
Stop all your fucking nonsense make the things right before saying lar hor ,
onli know hoe to accuse people onli .
THINK LAR HOR !!!

Labels: FUCK MAKE THINGS RIGHT BEFORE SAYING LAR .

at Sunday, January 31, 2010

Shocking Mama .

Compass mrt > outram park > pioneer > church service > the best coffee shop > play game > take bus > pioneer mrt > outram park > sengkang > rivervale plaza > future > 119c > 123 > home ^^ today a long long day out ^^ come home at around going 11 ^^
Went out of house , walk to compass point take mrt to outram park then change to green line to pioneer mrt meet friend then go church .
Find friend ^^ After that went to service , after service went to the best coffee shop eat , play game , then take bus to pioneer mrt then to outram park chance to purple line go sengkang , take bus to rivervale plaza then go future find friend ^^ slack and all ^^
Today know three new friends ^^ one is called Eillot ( Don know the spelling correct a not ) , the other one call Vincent ^^ he is quick good can i say that ? lols ^^ , last one is Mark if i am not wrong ^^ Shocking mama he is the guy that i last time hug jody and he want the hug de , he the guy that i hug last time OMG ! shocking right ^^ haha .
After that went to blk 123 find gk and her bf , then went home ^^ sebas & regina pei me walk go home haha ^^ thanks a lot man ^^ today sebas is like being one day girl ^^ all those girl things laugh die me man ^^ .

Today went out with Jingwen , Pingying , Regina , Darrel , Gk , Eillot , Vincent and at there saw Arron , JennyTan , Mark , Justin ( i think onli this people ba ) hmm, and still got Chruch friend ^^ ( Ngoi , Amelia , Clement , Jolene , Angelyn , Xinying , Junrong , Huizhen & Winne ^^ )

Labels: Shokcing Mama .

Friday, January 29, 2010 at Friday, January 29, 2010

Moody .

Today celebrate her SHIHUI birthday after school ^^
i went to tell all the teacher that know us today her birthday ^^
haha ^^ played water kana spray by KRYSTAL !!!
Krystal remember you gonna get it from my when your birthday come ,
then went to compass point have free birthday icecream ^^ .
Nothing much to post now ^^ .

I just feel that i am not happy anymore
i can't be the last time tyanhuey i used to be
i am so stress upset and don know wat to do
i just feel like hitting my hand to the wall hard hard
shout out loud and cry out loud too .
I don know wat to do anymore
I GIVING UP EVERYTHING .

Happy Birthday Shihui ^^

Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHUI .

Thursday, January 28, 2010 at Thursday, January 28, 2010

GAVE UP .

Where our promise that we make ?

I gave up ,
i gave up this friendship ,
i gave up you all ,
i gave up controlling you all ,
you all just make me think that i go with you all ,
i will always be sad no happy ,
sorry girls ,
i am really disappointed in you all ,
why all the three of you cause of boys go touch that ?
isit worth after all ?
No right ?
I am really disappointed in you all ,
REMEMBER wat you all promise me before a not ?
you all promise me that you all won't touch all that but in the end ?
why the PROMISE that you all made ?
why you all so like to break i trust you all ,
i keep trust you all when you all break the promise ,
but in the end the one that get hurt the most is me not you all ,
why you all keep breaking the promise ?
say will not touch in the end still touch ?
I am really tired ,
i am really upset ,
i really can't take it anymore,
after one come another one ,
after this one come the other one ,
why like that ?
very fun isit ? isit ? isit ?
I seriously i gave up everything !!!!
I had ENOUGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can everything just stop for the time being ?
can let me take a rest first ma ?
Maybe leave is the best decision ba .

Labels: GAVE UP .

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 at Wednesday, January 27, 2010

TO TANXINRU ,

Did you call me BITCH and SULT ?
Ohh , do you know wat the real meaning a not?
and pls look at yourslef first before commenting on other ,
so wat your english is good and mine english is bad ?
I WILL PROVE TO YOU I WILL PASS MY ENGLISH DE ,
WAIT AND SEE I TELL YOU .
You don like K ,
do you think that K like you too ?
Pls lar you are not the onli one that are good in this world hor ,
care yourself first before saying other .
STOP SAYING ALL THIS SPOIL MY MOOD ,
JUST REMEMBER WAT YOU HAVE SAID GIRL .
She make me pissed off ,
no friend come find me ,
not happy people say people things out ,
not happy people anyhow say people ,
people not happy her go anyhow say things ,
wat is this sia ?
VERY FUCK UP !!!! BY HER
I did not do anything she call me bitch and slut for nothing ,
wat did i do make you like this say me ?
I never did anything then you scold me that say me BMW ?
WAT THE FUCK IS THIS ?
DID NOTHING BUT GOT SAY BY YOU .

pls lar think about yourself too lea ,
you don like K does K like you too ?
not everything you are perfect okayy ,
so wat english is good then me ?
so wat my english KNS ?
I will buck up de .

Today happen same things in school,
study after school , eat and all ,
after that around 4 plus went to compass ,
then sent shihui home and we went off ^^
came home at 6.00 ,
wanted to use come but cannot use internet got something wrong ,
after that at 7.00 went to sleep and wake up 8.00 have my dinner ,
and now i am using com .

Labels: FUCK UP

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 at Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Alone .

Did nothing in school ,
after school went to walk around ,
then netballer come back ask them they win or lose ,
some say win some say lose ,
after that ask my friend and she sad lose ,
it's okay de netballer girl ,
you still got alot of chance de jiayou ,
you all did your best already right ?
Never mind train harder ,
even all those that are strong will also went truth failure one right ,
so its okay de ^^ SMILE .
After that went to compass walk walk buy things ^^
then went to pei shihui wait for bus ^^
then walk back home with jiali ,
she send me till half then walk home ^^
Haha , reached home 5 plus till now 9 plus i am alone at home ,
now still alone at home so boring and sian ...

Labels: Alone all the way .

Monday, January 25, 2010 at Monday, January 25, 2010

Update .

This picture is taken when i meet jingwen that time ^^
foget wat i did that day ,
i onli know i went to have dinner with jingwen ,
then go Fernvale .

This don know when de ,
went out with Pingying ^^
go tampines she go take her phone and i go see my cloth ,
her phone still not okay yet ,
after that went to eat walk and home ,
me and her take the picture .

after meeting pingying go out ,
then go meet parent at Rivevale mall there ,
after that went to meet parent ,
then went home take passport and i took a quick bath ,
then went in to JB take things then come back ^^

This picture so look like him .

Sunday went out with parent for breakfast at heartland mall there ,
went to try this cloth see suit a not but not suit ,
i don know .LOLS .

Friday, January 22, 2010 at Friday, January 22, 2010

CRIED

Today went out with jingwen is just like finally right ,
meet her went eat dinner and went to fernvale ,
something go wrong and i am sad cried Hais .
After that 9 plus went home wait for bus and finally 10 plus reach home .
Today mood not so good .
After then went good that time give everyone a big hug ^^

我多希望我从来没有认识过你。

Labels: CRIED, Sad

at Friday, January 22, 2010

Okayokay Mood . ^^

Today end school at12.20 haha ^^
after that went to canteen eat after eating go walk around ,
around 1.30 like this went off to take bus 62 to Hougang make my card ,
then went to walk here and there hougang nothing to do ,
went to take bus to compass ,
went there see pencil case haha ,
then went to library at around 3 plus going to 4 ,
and 4.35 we left and went home ,
Saw Gabriel (Greendale Sec) at library with his girlfriend i think so ,
and saw Darren and Minpei at Hougang they going hougang plaza play pool ,
at hougang plaza saw Weichong kor ^^ haha
Btw this picture upload is at library take one ^^

Took all this picture at library ^^ haha ^^

Going out to meet jingwen soon is like FINALLY ,
get to meet her ^^ haha .
Wonder how have she changed ^^
haha ^^ PRETTIER ? haha ^^
Later going to get a big big hug from her ^^
cause long time never see her le ,
wonder will she want haha ^^
Later going to take picture with her if she want ^^
Okayy going to stop here bye see ya at night when i post ^^

Overdue picture :
Help yuting to celebrate her birthday ^^
the picture is quit blur but still okay haha ^^

Yuting touched ? They help you celebrate de ^^
haha hope you enjoy it ^^

Labels: Mood - Okayokay ^^

at Friday, January 22, 2010

If things could change to it best i bet everyone will one ,
i want back everything that i have lost ,
in the past i reall regret everything that i have lost and never appriciate it .
Nothing muc hto say le going to end lesson already and going to recess le .
Bye bye see ya at night

Labels: Wish things could change

Thursday, January 21, 2010 at Thursday, January 21, 2010

Thinking .

Sometime i am thinking this i am your friend ,
they are your friend too ,
but why they can be so close to you ,
and i can't ? i am really jealous .
Seriously hais ,
why they can be so close to you but i can't .
I am thinking why ,
wat are the different from me and them ?
Why they can get so close to you but i can't ?
WHY WHY WHY ,
wat the reason ???\
I am just so sad about it ,
i really want to know the ans why ?
HAIS .

Labels: hais .

at Thursday, January 21, 2010

Loved .

A random picture .

This is me but it's don look like me now ,

i am just so different from this picture ,

as i changed and everyone changed ,

you won't know that did you change a not ,

but onli your friend those who always with you will know de ,

everyone do change so do i .

Stress ,

talking about stress ,

everyone will always be stress de ,

no one will not be stress ,

even those who are the clever one also will stress de .

When you are stress don force yourself go do it ,

take a rest first ,

after having enough rest then go back to study .

If you over stress yourself you will confirm study until mad one .

Love ,

talking about love ,

isit having a stead very happy can show off ?

is this the time for us people to go into a relationship ?

Maybe yes maybe no .

Different people have different way of thinking it ,

but when those who are in a relationship ,

and they broke off they will cry until very bad ,

some will think of killing themselves ,

some will go find friend to say out ,

if relationship make all people until like this ,

then wat for there are still people going into relationship ,

as they know it is hurtful ?

IS RELATIONSHIP REALLY THAT IMPORTANT ?

WHY SOME PEOPLE CAN SACRIFICE THEIR LIFE FOR THEIR BOYFRIEND ?

OR EVEN THEY CAN GIVE THEM WAT THEY WANT ?

WHY ? WHY ? WHY ?

Whenever you got someone you love ,

you told them if they don like you they will avoid you ,

but if they got feeling they be with you and don like you kick you away why ?

Why do everyone want to play feeling around and hurt other parties feeling ?

WHY IS RELATIONSHIP SO HURTFUL ???

Labels: changed, Love ., STRESS

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 at Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Headache .

Having headache from morning till now ,
hais at chinese lesson no mood ,
head very pain i also don know why ,
even now also headache ,
hais , i am Sorry that if wat i say really hurt ,
but i am just saying the true ,
i did what i can ,
i said what i can say ,
but in the end still the same nothing change ,
and i GAVE UP !!!!! if you want to continue be like this then let it be .

To S & J ,
is not that i want to say both of you ,
but wat i did i keep think of you both ,
S i been letting in to you alot alot alot already ,
you hate sport right never mind ,
so i said that if miss chew don let me in and guides ,
did not open back then i go scout with you ,
but you are choosing here and there ,
just cause of both of you i GAVE UP wat i like ,
i like netball alot also don know why so sudden i want to join ,
but think you S you hate sport and J cause she ....
i do everything i got spare a though for you all ,
but did you all spare a though for me ?
when ever i say about cca thing then you S no happy ?
i already have enough i can't keep it anymore but to write out here ,
wish you read this it don affect our friendship ,
hais , wish after you read this your thinking will change ,
think that if i really go netball wat about the both of you ?
like ps you all ,
before join netball i think alot and alot and alot already .
i really don know wat to do already hais ,
now see on you all ,
you all want wat then go wat ba i can't control anymore ,
and i also don wan think anymore my head is FREAKING PAIN !!!

Labels: HEADACHE ., I have nothing more to say

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 at Tuesday, January 19, 2010

GAVE UP !!!

Gave up !!!
i gave up on our friendship ,
i gave up on controling you ,
i gave up everything that is your things ,
i gave up on saying all those things that are for you own good ,
i gave up whatever things i can do .
Cause to me you are useless le ,
i said what i can say to help you ,
i do all my best to help you ,
but in the end this is what i got back isit ?
Where the PROMISE that you gave me ?
Where the PROMISE you make?
Where the PROMISE you make to everyone ?
where the PROMISE you make to your teacher ?
Where the PROMISE ?!!!!!!
I tired whatever i can to help you ,
I tired all my best but this is what back ?
Sorry if what i said hurt you but is the true in the end .
You said you will go girl's home ,
you already know you will go in there sooner or later,
but why you keep do the things that are wrong ?
to make your mother want to bring you into girl's home ?
Why do you want to let your mother to have the chance to put you inside girl's home ?!!
Do you know whatever decision you do are selfish ?
do you really think about us your friend a not ?
Maybe now outside friend to you are more important then us now ,
maybe to you ,
you enjoy going out playing slacking tonning and everything ,
but do you know one thing you are changing ?
we only can tell you but we can't do anything all the thinking is all on you ,
how are you going to think everything ,
maybe what i said now is rush but wish you see this you can think carefully ,
you can scold me , you can fan lian with me ,
i don mind cause what i am going to say is this ,
i don know how i am going to change you anymore ,
i have washed my hand off from you already ,
now anything happen what ever you can approve me but i will not be like last time,
controlling like you think that is like you are my dog .
What i want say already have been done ,
now is up to you to think ,
people give you chance and chance ,
but you take everything for granted .
I think alot people have also washed their hand off you already ba ,
i am speechless and nothing more to say already .

Labels: I don know wat else can i do already