I KNOW WHO I LOVE
I know who i love ,
but he is running away from it ,
and i am facing everything alone myself .
I love you but it seem nothing to you at all ,
it seem that to you ,
you love me then love me lor ,
i don mind wat other people say ,
cause i know that i love you a lot ,
i am facing it but why are you running away from it ?
i told you that i love you ,
but you don care next day and all staring ,
alot people know about it , WHY WHY WHY ???
Why things turn out to be this way ?
I love you i onli want few people to know ,
but now it like going to be de whole people i know ,
know about it le .... Hais ,
every time i get into relationship i will always be hurt ,
can i don fall in love ?
can i say i don love anyone at all ?
can i choice to ran away from everything ?
can i do wat i like ?
what can i do now ?
seriously wat can i do ?
Went to people friendster ,
looking back at the pics ,
think of the memories we have and time tgt ,
we been through sweet , sour , laughter and tears
and now we are like this :)
nothing gonna us and anything ,
we will stay till de very last and never break our gan and all
(L) all my gan , friend and family :)
thanks for all de memories you all give me :)
Labels: I am facing everything alone
Friday, August 21, 2009 at Friday, August 21, 2009
LOVED Waiting for your reply and ans now :0
hehe :) promise me not to ran away from this pls ...
if you ran away from this then i really have nothing to say le ,
hais , people are suspecting here and there ,
asking here and there ... SO FAN ,
hais , don want to let so many people know in the end ?
still let other people know , hais ,
no one can keep secret lor ...
I promise not to hurt you ,
i promise never to make you cry ,
i promise to always trust you ,
i promise to never lie ,
i promise you forever ,
i promise to do things right ,
i promise always be there ,
i promise until the end ,
i promise to be the one you love ,
i promise this forever ,
you are the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,
you are the STAR to my BURST ,
you are the POP to my TART ,
you are the MILKY to my WAY ,
you are the FRUIT to my LOOP ,
you are the LUCKY to my CHARMS ,
you are the ICE to my CREAM ,
but mostly you are the one i love most :) I have a story for you ,
1 day , love and friend go out together for a walk ,
suddenly love fall into a deep river .
Why ?
Because love is blind ...
Then ,
friend quickly jump into the river to save love .
Why ?
Because a good friend will always be there for us ,
whenever wherever and whatever we need ...
Therefore ,
friend couldn't find love .
Why ?
Because love is too gentle ,
easy to lost when we didn't take care of it ...
Finally ,
friend give up and leave love there .
Why ?
Because friend will leave and ignore us if
we don't know how to appreciate them ... Today nothing much happen in school ,
people keep stare here stare there ,
very wat lea HATE it sia ... hais ,
just de 4 days is like so many people know it liao ..
hais never mind , today stay in school help teacher
hahahahaha so fun ran here and there ,
paste things here and there lols hahah :)
after that want to go compass raining ROAR ,
hais , wat the lor then is like walking to bus stop
raining keep like splashing and splashing is like
i am washing showing lor , hahah then saw mr tan wen chuan
he keep bully me keep say me ... lols ahha :)
Thursday, August 20, 2009 at Thursday, August 20, 2009
FADE le ba ? Hiie everyone i am back to bath and all :) going out later but must reach home before 9 pm :) cause the ghost door open le ...scare ma ? don be scare woah never do anything wrong don be scare :)hahhaahhha :) today in school nothing actually happen but i get to know that everyday air con will be on at 9 am ... lols hahahahhahaha :0 cold cold sleep sleep :) sleep at history lesson cause very boring lor hais yo ... nothing really much to say lea , hmmmmm , today after school wen very angry of something use my hand to hit the wall very very pain my hand blue balck woah hais , must control my anger liao :) lols What my feeling now ? is my feeling faded for him ? and gain for him ? if you knowme you should know who i am saying those my closest friend should know this ba :)lols i am so confuse wat my real feeling now ? like this or like this ? CONFUSE sia , i want to know wat my real feeling . To G: why are you running away from this things ? if yes can don ran away , i really want to know your ans to that question but to me now you are runnning away from everything and not facing it i hate people to ran away from things ,but now you are running away hais ... i wish to tell you something but first i need to know your ans to that question ... hais ,if you are runnning away why are you running away , i be waiting for your msg and ans WISH YOU WILL REPLY AND TELL ME Labels: Fading away ...
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 at Wednesday, August 19, 2009
WHO DO I LIKE ? G OR N G OR N G OR N G OR N G OR N G OR N G OR N
G OR N G OR N G OR N G OR N ?????????????????????/???????????????/////???????????/????????????
at Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Are you running away from it ? I am here in family life center ,
waiting for the JINGWEN LAOGONG that very big boss :)
hehehehehheheh :)
today she was late with pingying and liji ... lols
hais nothing much to say but to say that today history lesson i almost sleep in class ,
very very tired lor hais ...
Seriously i am scare to fall in love with you ,
i don want another relationship that is a hurtful one ,
are you runnning away from every single things ?
i wish you don , promise me not to ran away can ?
i want to know the ans , HAISZ .
seriously i don wish to fall or anyone cause i don want any relationship to be hurtful ,
i have been through two but not stead is just a normal one ,
i have hurt myself both two time i don wish to get hurt ,
i wish that you are ready to face it and i don wish you are running aways from it ,
hais , AM I IN LOVE WITH YOU ?
i wish i don ... promise me not to ran away from it ,
and promise to tell me the true and not bluff ,
i want to know it ... hais mood down ... why you went home so early today ?
can don go home so early a not lols hais ...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 at Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I AM SCARE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU I am seriously sacre that i fall in love with you ,can i don fall in love with you ?i am seriously seriously scare scare scare ,wat if i really fall in love with you and forget him ? but i always from the start get the wrong information ? i really wish someone could tell me that i get erong information , let me forget you and don think of you, like this i won't fall in love with you and all ,but maybe i get the right information but can we surely be tgt ? every relationship i went pass i am always hurt badly ,so i don want to get hurt anymore anymore ,i hate to get hurt cause of relationship ,i want a proper relationship and get into a REAL one ,but i don know i really want to know that wat information i get is right or wrong ,but you keep refuse to tell me i really want to know it ,hais i don know you know i am saying you a not ,i don know you got see my blog and know that i got blog a not ,but if you know it i wish that you know i am saying about you ,i wish by this i can say something and all ... hais Today nothing much happen much , very happy that AIR CON is back :) Happy happy :) hehe :) MATH hhahahahah :) good good :) LOVE MATH MANZZZZ :) wish he can know wat i am sayying and he can see my blog blog nothing nothing much le bye bye :) Labels: Wish he can see this things :)
Monday, August 17, 2009 at Monday, August 17, 2009
VERY ANGRY IN THE FIRST PLACE , AFTER THE TALK I AM FINE NOW :) THANKS MUMMY Starting when i am back mother told me that jingwen mother call i was very angry , first time is was xinru now jingwen de , very very angry sms her told her , but after having a talk with my mother feeling better and is true :) so i have to try to change myself and let her mother see she is wrong :) THANKS MUMMY FOR THE TALK WITH ME :) HEHE :P Lols :) Haha nothing happen in school all subject teacher never come :) onli english :) same group with JANSEN that jansen onli know how to make people onli ROAR hais , nothing much hahaha :)
I LOVE YOU :) Labels: WO AI NI
Sunday, August 16, 2009 at Sunday, August 16, 2009
HAPPY DAYS ARE JUST RIGHT AHEAD OF US Don think so much happy days are just a head ,
don let those bad memories to be tag along to the present ,
sad days are meant to be thrown away into a far far place ,
happiness is created by ourselves ,
don really go care wat other says about you ,
you are who you are others can't change you into another person ,
so don really go take wat others say about you and all ,
think positive be positive and lead a positive life :) ,
everyone one their day to be a happy days and not a sad day right :)
so be who you are to yourself and not wat others say you are :)
want to have a happy life first learn to control your temper ,
don get angry and sad so fast ,
sometime people are playing onli don mind wat they say is too ...........
BE WHO YOU ARE TO YOURSELF AND NOT WAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT YOU :)
ok nothing much to talk about le :)
plus time is running too late gtg to bed :)
people have an early sleep too like this it will help you too :0
tomorrow still got work and study don fall asleep :) hehehehe
at Sunday, August 16, 2009
THINK SHE IS FALLING SICK AGAIN Hais nothing much , tomorrow went to see xia dao siao .... very funny and scary ... lols nothing much today thinks alot of things and all ...today cried for some reason , think alot of things and all think that i hate myself more and more i don know why HAIS Labels: she falling sick
Saturday, August 15, 2009 at Saturday, August 15, 2009
THINGS ISN'T THE WAY YOU THINKGoing out later with Jingwen and friend :) don know who , going to celebrate BRANDON BIRTHDAY :) Tomorrow is his birthday but bring it for today celebration hohohohohohoho :) am i mad ???? Yes i am for now :) lolsnothing much to talk about le , post when i am back in progress :) mean when i come home
Friday, August 14, 2009 at Friday, August 14, 2009
NEW GAN MADE MY STEADY :) MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :) HEHE
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
MY CRYSTAL.H STEADY :)
LOVED HER , LOVE DIE HER & ALL MY GAN DON JEALOUS EVERYONE IS DE SAME MANZZZZ
at Friday, August 14, 2009
MY THROAT IS KILLING ME MANZZZZZ My throat killing me to deaft manzzzz VERY VERY PAIN SIA THROAT KILLING ME MANZZZZZVERY PAIN , make me cannot have my proper dinner and lunch de lor VERY PAIN , today cough like mad almost vomit out at the way going home ...VERY PAIN , today say cannot talk and shout , in the end keep talk and shout like mad too miss school and friend liao so bo bian lar ... lols ... VERY PAIN , KILLING ME MANZZZZZ MY THROAT .... HAVE NOT BEEN EATING PROPER LUNCH AND DINNER FOR 1 WEEK PLUSE LEA hais ... lols HIM HIM HIM ....HEART PAIN PAIN PAIN ... LOLS LOLS LOLS ...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHALabels: Throat killing me
at Friday, August 14, 2009
I LOVE YOU Haha today went to school today :) hehe love school manzzzz :) LOVED DIE SCHOOL LIAO and my friend love die everyone :) lols school ok lar PE lesson walk here and there :) nothing to do at last two period very no energy lie my head today ,last two period de teacher very hiong , very angry like this one ... hais never mind after school keep cough like hell ... ca yi dian vomit , lols hais after that went to compass point with ,JINGWEN LAOGONG , PINGYING MEI , LIJI HONEY , XINRU HORNY , REGINA BABYGIRL & ME :) hehe :) after that slack till 8 plus go home :0 now i am at home home hehe :) nothing much to say too :) HAVE A FUN DAY TODAY :) thanks friends for a happy day today Labels: I LOVE YOU MANZZZ
Thursday, August 13, 2009 at Thursday, August 13, 2009
Girls stop everythings now and have a talk to make things clear ,now one things come from here another come from there ,stop everything setttle down and talk it out . If you don want everyone don want then when will this things stop ?if you all want things to stop rest yourself get one place and talk out things , just by saying here and there like this can't solve anything trust me manzzzz,get a place down everyone ready and talk one by one , everyone like this complain will you all end this things ? no it will become more big and never end ... you think you call teacher to come out solve , things willl be solve but the same things will still come out again and again de ,so everyone involve ready settle down one time talk finish all no fight but peace talk ,like this solve things more easy wat , like this more good why don wan ? i 3 days never go school complain here and there , i said friday sit down and talk out things don want don want .... you ren , ren until now wat happen manzzz ??? nothing solve but more things out , wan to tell cher can is can but teacher solve le things come out again right , the best is find a way to solve yourself is the best ... or wait till friday thn solve this things , hais girls have lots of problem guys have too but they solve things is by fighting and all ...girls is girls talk , boys is boys fight and talk in the end police station come ... lols solve until go police station ... lols worth in the end let parent know onli boys are like that de ... lols girls don like this but thinking is like listen to other people advise one ... lols Labels: Get a place down to talk things out manzzz
at Thursday, August 13, 2009
I power liao me I eat my lunch can from afternoon to night de lea ,
alll because of my throat ,
all thanks to my throat fucking pain sia ...
roar how am i going to eat like this ???????????
how to eat ?????????? my throat very pain ...
go on diet no need to eat haha :) good idea :) lols
haha cannot lar later all throw away very waste lea
hais then ... in the end must eat hais
Labels: THROAT IS KILLING ME
at Thursday, August 13, 2009
THINGS SHOULD CHANGE AND NOT BE AS THE SAME AS NOW Read most people blog :) realize that things should be change ,
and not be the same as last time anymore ,
all bad things should be change and
good things must come in now ,
school things have been coming and coming
becoming worst and all things should be change ...
Can't leave on like this ,
wonder when i get back to school wat will happen ,
lot of things have been missed lesson have been missed and lot of things
go back to school no pe for me SAD ... >_<
I can't be that slackeeeeee anymore , i must buckup on my work my things ,
relationship should be place outside of my heart or even throw out of the window ,
things should not be with me should be throw out for the time being , until when it time to be back then it can be back by my side ... but for now NOOOOOO ... lols
Labels: Things should no be the same anymore
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 at Wednesday, August 12, 2009
I think you found your friend and your true friend le ba ....
i wish to see you happy ok :) and not like last time you use to be sad ...
i want to see a happy you ok :) don mind me need to ask things do ask you ok :)
Hoho , hopefully friday i am able to go back to school ;) hehe :)
SERIOUSLY I MISS MY SCHOOL , MY FRIEND & HIM :) hehe :) To someone : AHEM
Who shall not be named :) i think that it time for you to change and don be like this you will make more people hate you onli you know ma ? you must change the way you talk too , or more and more people will hate you leave you ... until one day if i can't tolerate i will also leave you if you don want to change yourself into another person , if i can't tahan i will also leave de i will not care you got friend a not but to leave you if you don want to change ... CHANGE GIRL EVERYONE WANT TO SEE YOU CHANGE INTO ANOTHER PERSON AND NOT LIKE THIS YOU KNOW MA ??? EVERYONE WANT YOU TO CHANGE INTO ANOTHER PERSON ...Labels: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
at Wednesday, August 12, 2009
How i wish i have never been through anything before ,
how i wish this kind of things would not happen here in this place before ,
how i wish there something for me to lend on ,
how i wish there were a boy i love for me to relay on when i am tired ,
how i wish there lot of things in this world for me alone
how i wish everything that i have been through was a dream ..
how i wish i cause pass all my days with no worry .. hais
how i wish i can go to school and not stay at home nothing to do ... hais
SIAN BORING Labels: HOW I WISH
at Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Give school another miss today :) Thursday if feeling better going out to study who want to pei me go study ???
i can't be the one that is lagging behind every one i need to pull up myself
i know myself if i don study my everything will drop when i go back to school de ...
hais coughing coughing coughing throat VERY PAIN hais ... wonder wat they studying today ...
hais sweating her and there so hot the weather ...
Never go school most things happen onli you don know onli Things are done can't be undone anymore ...
Labels: sick THROAT PAIN
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 at Tuesday, August 11, 2009
To someone :
Who shall not be named , GIRL if you think that by doing all those you very good do it then , if you think that by doing all that everyone will help you go ahead , if you one to get rid of me just tell me you want to get rid of me i will get out of your side ... if you want to , but just don forget how we use to passby our days in school with laughter and joy , and let me see will you have the same things happping in your life again with them a not , if yes then good for you ...
Give school a first days miss for today I wondering wat were we learn for math today Labels: If you think like this you very good carry on
Monday, August 10, 2009 at Monday, August 10, 2009
Will be giving school a miss on tuesday , wednesday & thursday ...
Fine then from here say ,
let give each other this three
days to think if you still want it
to be this way then i have nothing to say but to let it be this way
if you want to follow it to be this way then i respect your ans then
then there no point pushing in and out all the time beening ...
if you really want to give up then let it be then ...
Labels: give each other time
Sunday, August 9, 2009 at Sunday, August 09, 2009
LOVED
Nothing much to say at all ... hais
never mind going to bath first :)
hehe :) then eat medicine then go orh orh liao
NITEZ people take care yourself too
don fall sick ok :) ok :)
bye bye LOVED
at Sunday, August 09, 2009
Happy National Day Today National Day wanted to go see fire work de ,
but sick cannot go watch then need to wait until next year then go see le
hais , why must on this day sick lea ?
if tomorrow still like this then i maybe not going to school on tuesday le
and mother say if still haven recover need to go hospital le hais ,
scare on tuesday cannot go school ....
UNWELL SICK
Labels: UNWELL SICK
Saturday, August 8, 2009 at Saturday, August 08, 2009
Hello :) i am using net book now :) hehe
Not feeling well having fever yesterday
37.6 , 37.7 , 38.2 and 39.2 ... unwell ,
today morning mother bring me to see doctor ,
actually today they going malaysia one cause
of me the bring forward to tomorrow ... hais
really feeling uncomfortable sia ... hais
my head very pain ...
Nothing much to say le bye
Labels: SICK SICK SICK
Thursday, August 6, 2009 at Thursday, August 06, 2009
STUPID LAOGONG STOP MAKING ME LAR AND HONEY AND BABYGIRL
ROAR ROAR ROAR SHUT UP LAR SI LAOGONG
at Thursday, August 06, 2009
WHY ? Why must you always be the one that make me angry early in the morning ? spoil my mood ? Hais .... Never mind hias since you want like this i also nothing to say ....I am present in com lab now doing my things :) hehe Yesterday went to guides , when i know need to go there our self plus my consession over le i don feel like going anymore when the walking to the busstop i went away , this is the first time i ran out of guides without saying anything , don know why started to hate guides more and more maybe cause i don like the seniors now , or maybe i don want to go don feel like going ... hais i don know lar ...Everything changed ... nothing is the same anymore , people around me also slowly changed le , everything changed , everyone changed , around me everythings change too ... hais ...Heard lot of rumors about things here and there am i jealous of it ? maybe YES maybe NO , actually say the true i don know at all , maybe he is out of my mind maybe NOT i don know wat my feeling now , CONFUSE can i have some break ? going to the beach relax ? can i lost all my memories ? can i don care anything and all ? haiszzzz , i want to give out on everything , someone say nothing is impossible in the world but to me everything is impossible i want to chage everythings but can't ... haiszzzLabels: Why everything turning out this way ?
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 at Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Sometime really think that are they really my family ? wat they do keep make me think of this ... hais really getting no mood and all hate to be like this , yesterday something happen ... make until my hand so pain hais , is like cannot move very hard lor hais ... don say liao lar ...
today under the sun very long the weather so hot ... nothing much to talk about le ... days by days getting boring and boring ... haiszzz
Sunday, August 2, 2009 at Sunday, August 02, 2009
ROAR I don mind how other people say me ,
i am who i am no one can change me ,
not just by other people say me ,
i become that kind of person ,
I AM WHO I AM NO ONE CAN CHANGE ME ,
THE ONLI PERSON CAN CHANGE ME ONLI ,
HIM THE ONLI PERSON THAT CAN CHANGE ME ... LOLS
Labels: I'm who i'm
Saturday, August 1, 2009 at Saturday, August 01, 2009
Today ran 2.4 :)
hehe pass lea :)
Hoho :)
i very happy :)
when i running people keep saying me
tian ji , tian ji porriage porriage
don care continue ran ran ran ... lols