today i was with krystal,xinru,shihui,wei lin,yuting,me and wenyu..we girl are taking pic and chatting having fun in the canteen too....after that wenyu and yuting went home not long later everyone there want to go home accept wei lin...than wei lin call me to stay back pei her than i say i bring them to the traffic light there than go back to school when we on the way going out of the school saw joel,darrel,jansen,yibin and kelvin...kelvin and yibin playing basketball and darrel,joel and jansen going liao after that don know what happen krystal and joel started to spray water each other....than i was following them we at there laugh laugh so funny than i saw cyrus,ivan,kenneth and their friend sitting at a bench near the basketball court there...after that they play until like don know how to control than joel pour barly on krystal head so sweet and oily than krystal not happy krystal pour a bottle of water on him than they went home liao lea....after all this i went to play basketball with yibin and kelvin,i and yibin play one on one for fun he let me win 4 first than play play play than he don want play liao...we draw or i win i don know but they say draw than draw lor..after that the sec 4 people come here and we stop playing sit on the floor me and kelvin than i see his phone than he see my phone lor...than yibin was play with one boy don know who the boy keep go in haha...after that zhi hui and jingwen came than yibin keep shout jingwen name likw he like her like this but she is yibin gan jie...after their thing about science one over lioa then nelson and his friend came to basketball court...than zhi hui and jingwen came here and sit too than at 5.00p.m. kelvin go liao lea than i sit with zhi hui and jingwen lor than the sun came out they say too bright than we went into the shelter zhi hui call me to buy green tea than i go buy lor also take my bag when i go back there sit than they keep saying nelson jiayou than zhi hui say that because of your (don know wat )must jiayou go in hor....than i was like they keep saying nelson jiayou wat nelson wat one lar i was so sad and jealous sia and jingwen say that nelson ask him got go see ma to see the match tmr than she say yes than nelson say that she fly up liao lea...she ask zhi hui wat meaning than zhi hui say that he want to show off to you liao lea wat blar blar blar ...than at around 5.20p.m. i went home when i was walking home i was thinking a lot of thing thinking here and there....than i was in the bus i turn my head i saw him than that time i was thinking something than i was crying in my heart a little tear came out of my eye onli ....i also don know why i will cry sia i was so feeling like crying out and go to the sea and shout his name out loud enough so i am not so jealous and sad ....but i think that i was thinking that nelson like jingwen this is wat i think onli but i don know is it like this this is wat i think....
END OF SAYING THE THING LIAO LEA.....
1. The person who tag/pass you is?*
edleen jie ♥
2. Your relationship with him/her?*
gan ! ♥
3. Your five impression of him/her?*
Pretty, Friendly, Loveable, Nice& loveeee :D
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?*
nothing ! xP
5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?*
when i am sad she will keep calling me to jiayou that i can do it one !
6. If he/she become your lover, you will?*
no no i am not les HAHA.
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?*
Change her sex. lol.
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?*
i will ignore her and dislike her . LMAO.
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?*
she don like me .
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?*
Smile everyday :) :) :) lol.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?*
friendly.
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?*
Don really know ._.
13. The characters you love of yourself are?*
Don really know too ._.
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?*
my attitude and my action.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?*
Myself.
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.*
hmmmmm.....i love you more and more :] i love you ♥♥♥
17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
1. grace
2. krystal
3. yanling
4. ting jie
5. yuting
6. Jiaxin
7. nelson
8.siliang
9.kailing
10.peien
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? -Jiaxin
hmmmm...i don know...
19. Is no.9 a male or female? -Edleen
Female.
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? -nelson&peien
no it will not be a good thing because that boy i like one...
21. What is no. 2 studying about? - krystal
hmmm...i don really know...but thinking is that to know more about boy...
22. When was the last time you had a chat?
hmmm, now ?
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? -siliang
hmmmm, rock and relationship songs i guess?
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings? -grace
yea she have
25. Will you woo no.3? -yanling
no she onli my friend .
26. How abt no.7? -nelson
yea i will because i like him .
27. Is no.4 Single? - ting jie
no no i think so .
28. What is the surname of no.5? -yuting
her surname is ong.
29. What's the hobby of no.10? - peien
Not sure. but i think basketball ba...
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? -yuting&kailing
no they don even know each other...
31. Where is no.2 studying at? -krystal
Punggol Secondary.
32. Talk something casually about no. 1. -grace
She's my bestie. :D
33. Where does no.9 live at? - kailing
i think around compassvalue there ba .
34. What colour does no. 4 like? -ting jie
no so sure about it . :D
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend? -yuting&grace
yea they are best friend
36. Does no.1 have any pets? -grace
no she don have any pet at home .
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? -nelson
lol ~ no lar he is a boy
Done! Yays, byeeeeeeeeeeee . :D
at Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Your Kiss is Pink
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For you, kissing is pure happiness... simple as that.
You definitely get a little blissed out from kissing, even if you're a bit shy about it.
You won't kiss just anyone. Your kisses are special!
Young at heart, you still get very excited the first time you kiss someone.
Kissing Type: Generous
People See Your Kisses as: Sweet
You Kiss Best With: A Black Kisser
Stay away from: An Orange Kisser
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The Keys to Your Life
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Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free.
The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it.
Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.
Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.
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at Tuesday, September 09, 2008
What Lowtyanhuey Means
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You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
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What Tianji Means
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You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
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What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:
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Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive
Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected
Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep
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What Your Favorite Color Red Says About You:
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Ambitious --- Energetic --- Passionate
Spontaneous --- Attractive --- Inspiring
Seductive --- Powerful --- Addicting
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What Your Favorite Color Green Says About You:
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Balanced --- Relaxed --- Flexible
Compassionate --- Philosophical --- Humble
Loyal --- Inventive --- Unique
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(xin ru and jinyuan and mr leong favourite colour)
Monday, September 8, 2008 at Monday, September 08, 2008
today the same thing stay back in school for fun at around 4 than do homework lor..after that 4.30 went home and watch youtube than here i am posting
today is a boring for me sian sian sian....
Sunday, September 7, 2008 at Sunday, September 07, 2008
congrated the basket baller that had match on sunday...
grated that you all came in third place jiayou jiayou
hai 我突然好想好想你,好想看到你,很想包你包的得紧紧地。。。不想放开你以北子,不想放开你,很想跟你在一起。。
this coming wed and thu is your 篮球 basketball match again jiayou to you again
thx passer-by and ken kor kor for the cheer up and jiayou thx you all...
may i know who the passer-by???who are you passer-by???
at Sunday, September 07, 2008
today 6 sep went back to school for guides until 12 something that i and shi hui go home shi hui come my house,and i change cloth than go shi hui using my house toilet after that we 2 meet julie and seok chun cheryl and erica...than we went to tiong ba ru (don know is it like this spell..from there we started to walk and find all the 12 bridges...4 comething finally finish and went to mrt back to compass point and take bus go home back and than eat rice
than go to compass to meet qiao lin,vivi,cheryl,erica,amirul,royston,wei jie and one don know wat name one than we went to houngang sec for the campfire that scout have invite us to go...but vivi and qiao lin never go inside so onli we three the camp fire was boring and at the almost going to end the camp it rain heavily we never bring any umbrella and we just walk in the rain so cool and today the wei jie and royston treat us food to eat after eating we go one voide deck and play play chat chat
than at 11 we all went home taking bus 88...
Wednesday, September 3, 2008 at Wednesday, September 03, 2008
baby why you keep making me worry about you,
one day by day make me worry you one is blog,
now another one is you are going to quarrel,
with your friend i am scare that you got hurt,
and one thing i will always support you one,
behind one no matter wat you can come and find,
me as i have a listening ear...and this does not,
waste any of my time at all ok as long as you are,
ok i am happy ...
at Wednesday, September 03, 2008
today i went out to a place around houngang there where my pri school is as yesterday we slck the place there...i was waiting for grace to come my house and we go tgt but the time is late already so i went out first..we waned to go to compass there slack but nixson was sick and he say can slack around houngang a not than i say ok lor after that grace right liao she came down of the bus and we went over to the other bus stop to take bus 88 or 82 so i ask her she want to walk in the rain or don want she say walk in the rain lor than bus 82 came and we went up how we know we reach there walking to a shelter than suddenly it became to rain heavier and we walk one big round to the place where we are going to meet nixson there...after he arrived than we walk to the table tennis table there and not long later yibin came...wat the grace called yi bin who coming he say that onli he and one boy so ok than i went down to icon and talk to the auntie and uncle there than after that grace call me to go up than i go up than i was walking toward where they were i saw nelson there wat the yibin say he not coming than in the end he got come...hai...after that moon teng,nic,aden can and find us we slack tgt and i suddenly think of something want to tell grace i want to tell her that today nelson wear the shirt num 17 right is i and his num add tgt make 17 lea than she say wat the sia larrh;;;fate sia...today was a happy but but at around 9 something my mother come and find me bring me home but i go eat grace follow me than teng they all going home liao than say bye bye to him lor than after eating than y father bring grace home than home sweet home.....
hai nelson today wear the shirt is his num and my num add tgt sia wat the and today teng is do funny and today like laugh until siao like this sia hai...haha....
at Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Love or Friendship?
Do u have such a person in your heart?
U and him maybe have fall in love before or even now
But why u two cannot be together?
Maybe it is because u two have met too early and don know how to cherish one another
Maybe u two have met too late and both of u have already got someone by your side
Maybe u both are trying to guess each other feelings toward one another and could not take the first step forward
Even if u two cannot be together, u and him are still friends, but u all know that in your heart toward this person, the way u cared for him is even more than friend, even if u cannot go out with him together holding his hand officially, u two still can be friend that can talk everything under the sun, If he got someone he liked, u will say u will help him to woo the gal but in your heart u are confused whether u want him to woo the gal or not.
When he is in trouble, u will try your best to help, and won mind who own who more, when his gf is jealous, u will explain to her u and him are purely friends but in your heart there is a little bit of unsure feelng. Everyone in this life, in their heart will have such a special friend, very confused action, at first u won wanna be jus friend but as day goes by, u discovered that is better
U rather like that cared for him than one day if u two are together then break up. U rather be his friend so both of u won be jealous of one another and can talk any topics that is under the sun. and because of this u still know that he will always cared for u, cannot be bf or gf but can still be his special friend.
A lot of romantic feeling because it is one sided and in the end cannot even be friends, Sometime a very good friendship because of the other party said out i love u, and u did not have any response, the friendship is very hard to maintain and that is why some people won dare to make the first step forward
Because it is like a gamble, once u confessed either u become bgf or cannot even be friends. Some things u jus cannot predicted, if the other party does not mind being friend with u but the friendship is not the same like before and it is also a pity but is it still possible to be another situation, u would never jus wanna be friend with the other party.
[The rain… seems so free… so joyous… anyone hopes to reincarnate into rain in their next live? maybe, i’m the only weird one bah…
The rain cleanses the Earth, washing away all hatred, grudge, fued away from the world.
But, after the rain…
hatred will grow again from the darkness
When will humans stop hating each other?
When will humans stop picking on others?
When will humans stop making life difficult for others?
When will humans stop judging people from their looks?
When will humans stop harming others, knowingly or unknowingly?
When will that day come?
Tomorow?
Centuries later?
or it will never come, till the day humans are extinct.
All humans must work together hand in hand, not bearing any grudge, hatred, fued to make that day come.]
(Anyway,
Dreams is the bolded
word you see on top.
Dreams;
all of us have dreams.
Our dreams differs.
Our dreams challenges us
to differentshape reality
and virtual reality.
Although dreams can be
realised,
but there is still a limit.
Anything that crosses the
limit is call Virtual Reality.
Anything under Virtual Reality
is something that with our
current technology,
we cannot obtain.
Dare to dream;
Dare to fail;
Dare to learn;
Dare to try;
and try again.
I read a sentence in
Shimin’s blog.
“Hatred is not good for health.“
Yea,
Hatred is not good for health.
Forgive,
Forget all the hatred,
but always remember,
the lesson learnt.)
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
原来失去
是那么简单
谁错谁对
还是不是那么的绝对
明知忘记
会很难
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配
Tuesday, September 2, 2008 at Tuesday, September 02, 2008
hi today aden didi call me up ask me want to go out a not i say maybe can go than he say he ok liao he call me than i online i tell grace than grace say never jio her go so i call him up ask him can go a not grace he say ok so i tell grace he say ok..than after that not long later gk jie call me ask me want to meet shchoi a not than i say that i meeting my friend so she say go meet my friend than go meet them i sms ah choi ask him that want to meet at future than go find my friend tgt than he say 6 than we meet than i say ok lor anything...after they come to my house i change my cloth than we go take bus to punggol park to meet justin and his bro after meeting tham we wait for aden at there and his friend gary not long later moon yaad, moon teng, nicholas, darrel came here and one more boy name called terence came after not long we ask them pei us go coffee shop there eat they don want than we go than they follow up to us lor after that i was walking on the grass i walk walk walk i step until a water of muddle eeee so disgusting i went to the coffee shop wanted to go to the wash room to wash my leg but no water there to wash my leg there....so i use the wash hand one to was my leg lor...after that we order food to eat and than it rain rain until very heavily after eating nic,darrel, yaad and teng went to a place with table temmis table we slack there and sit there lor we play here play there,than after that grace suddenly say something sia say that i like teng and yaad that before onli lar than nvm lor after that gk jie go ask him that he got feeling toward me ha...than he say no i also say no lor wat the they suddenly ask this thing and the say that we sit very close to each other..after that teng go down of the table and go play his bike i think so than later he come back to sit on the table that time he sit beside me than gk jie ask him that why he sit beside me than he say that no place liao lea ...than grace come and ask me that why i sit so close to him than i move a little away than move back again...after sitting there they want to return the bike to the owner that time yi bin call grace than we call him to come down lor after that he come down liao than teng they all come back liao than yibin came they talk talk talk...i wonder why everytime where is yibin there is a nelson name out of his mouth one lea everytime talk to him than nelson name will come out of his mouth after sitting there do long than we walk to a table there to sit than teng will alway not beside me than infront of me one lea hai....than after that went home than gk jie and grace when to find ahchoi they all than i go home lor...hai....
MISSING NELSON AND MISSING TENG...MISSING TENG AS A LONG TIME NO SEE FRIEND LAR NOT OTHER...
Monday, September 1, 2008 at Monday, September 01, 2008
FUCK LAR WAT THE HELL FIND ONE DISC MAKE ME SO FED UP AND ANGRY DULAN LAR.....
nelson my love 2 you never change before,the first time i confess 2 you ,i had never set eyes on any guys, i did tired my best to fall in love with another guy but i just could not do it. whenever i like them for 1 day, the next time i totally no feeling toward them lea, and i still miss you,that was the time i found out that i have really really fall in love with you. i mean it this was my first experience go life.you one, like a person or 4get a person is very hard, i very hard than can found you nelson. i got a feeling that i like you . wherties you accept me a not i will alway note that i love you de. even if i die , my heart will never forget you de....
reject me means we might not even be frens anymore. then he might avoid me. thats the worst right? i rather love without letting him know. as long as he is happy, i will be happy....
alway those we don love they love us.but those we love don even love us. haix its always like that,but we can't treat those that loves us so bad also. maybe they are in the same situation like us loving someone...
some time i really hate you you know why...
i hate you let me love you and cannot forget you i hate you when my heart is open for you, you don want to accept it i hate you make me cannot forget you and fall deeply in love with you....
WHAT IF NOW I SAY THAT I REALLY NEED YOU BY MY SIDE AS I AM NO WHERE TO BE FOUND IN THE DARKNESS WILL YOU BE THE FIRST ONE TO COME AND SAVE ME OR YOU WILL JUST STAY THERE AND DON CARE ANYTHING ABOUT IT JUST LEAVE ME THERE ALONE MY BY SELF AND GIVE IT TO OTHER TO SAVE ME OUT OF THE DARKNESS....
WILL IT BE LIKE THIS OR YOU WILL BE THE FIRST TO COME OUT AND SAVE ME OUT OF THE DARK PLACE...
WHICH ONE?????